Afraid
I am afraid the timing is wrong
The words are too strong
The thoughts too wild
The vivid delusions
The pain of separation
I should go first
No need to prolong
The inevitable
Don’t say stay
Don’t try to convince me
My intuition is wrong
I’ve seen all this before
The cycle of pain will endure.
Was I too much?
Did I try too hard?
Won’t you believe this is
Just what I am
If it’s too much
Perhaps you are not the one
I’ll say goodbye
Then this game is done.